The less I eat, the more I lose
The more I lose, the thinner I get
The thinner I get, the more I accept myself
The more I accept myself, the happier I’ll be
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i hate myself when i eat, so why do i do it? just fucking STOP.
i can’t believe superwholock existed as one the largest fandom(s) on this website. there hasn’t been a trace of it on my dashboard in years. No mention, no whisper. a ghost. i still follow people who reblogged it. i myself reblogged it. and yet here we are, not daring to ever mention it. im risking my life making this po
Everyday
- Me: Gotta restrict, restrict, restrict, let's aim for 500 calories today
- Me: *realizes I have unhealthy habits and binges* Eating disorders are bad, so yay me for recovery!
- Me: Oh my god I ate myself for eating, I'm never eating again.
- Me: *repeats every single day*
Every time I finish eating, I have a cup of tea as a signal of “I’m done eating now.” I’ve conditioned myself to stop eating after drinking tea, so anytime I want to binge I can just drink tea and I lose the urge
It gets easier. You get used to it.
The more you restrict, the more cravings start to fade. Soon, sweets, junk food & big, heavy portions will disgust you. An empty stomach will start to feel euphoric. Keep going! Feel your hunger & pain dissappear, and watch your fat dissappear too.
A reminder to myself
It just pisses me off that some people are effortlessly thin and beautiful and here I am, slowly killing myself and hating every inch of my body.